There are days when I feel incredibly alone. Today is one of those days. There are not many women who plan an elective pre-labour c-section, make it to the surgery date at 39wks+1d, get bumped 2 days and then have an epidural free SVD.
I know I should not be mired in that day, but today I am, and it sucks.
I don't know when (or even if) I'll ever make peace with that day, if I'll ever get over the anger at the system.