My options suck. In order for me to really be at peace with the idea of baby #2, I need to know that I could schedule a c-section at term and that it would actually happen. Given a history of 'successful' vaginal birth, I know that asking for and getting a planned c-section in Canada is likely to be even harder than it was last time. It didn't happen last time - and I did almost everything to see that it would happen. If it did, then asking for a repeat c-section would be a walk in the park.
So maybe baby #2 isn't such a good idea. Maybe I should just not go there, let the past be in the past and focus on an only child future.